September 2009
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I love watching angry, white people 'mull' about...
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I love Wednesdays
Wednesdays are a good day for me. I get my benefits first thing in the morning. For one day I feel like I have enough money to do whatever I want. I take my girlfriend to either QB or Mini Saigon. I grab a coffee, maybe buy something that isn’t food and can feel at ease for one day knowing I have money.
Then Thursday rolls around and I’m like, “Fuck all my money is...
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honestly.
andreasjp:
when the women fought for their rights, did they bring mops, brooms, dustpans, kitchen sinks, sud buckets, wachine machines, wash boards, ironing boards, and sewing machines with them?
when the blacks fought for their rights, did they bring a cotton gin, straw hat, overalls, berry picking bucket, their master’s children with them?
NO. they came as normal, everyday people, fighting...
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A $4 prescription to be refilled will cost me over...
All because I moved from Oregon to here. That is so ridiculous. I’ve been on this prescription since January. I just need it to be refilled and the walk-in centers want me to commit to two visits. Free health care would be great. My unemployment benefits cover my cost of living, and not outrageous costs to doctors.
Going almost two days without a shower, and then...
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Back to Oly...
Still in Astoria, OR. I love it out here, quiet, small, and peaceful. It is so much cooler and relaxing. Tons of cats roaming the place and the more I come out the more the mean one is nicer to me. Still have at least 30+ calculus problems to do. It is never ending. I want to watch TV, jam on my new Ibanex RG3ex1 guitar. I picked that baby up off of craigslist when I was in Portland on...
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It still feels like home.
And that’s in the bad way. Walking to class, and I feel myself tense up and become very nervous and anxious. If I had Washington residency I’d have probably gone to Evergreen just so I wouldn’t feel so… the odd one out? Being a tall, chubby, gay, mexican is harder than I realize. That or I am still paranoid. I have entertained that last notion many times.
I just...
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Team Dresch
My girlfriend got tickets to see Team Dresch tonight in Seattle. It is a band I’ve never heard of, both in name and in song. So it will be interesting.
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He’s wearing women’s underwear under that trench coat, and it feels...
– from Born in The Wrong Body by danielleatethesandwich
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Muse - Uprising. Good stuff.
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Coffee should be sweet as love, strong as death and black as hell.
– Turkish proverb
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Caster Semenya.
Have you heard of her lately? She’s this runner from South Africa, and there is a big todo about her. The big todo is the fact people think she isn’t a woman. Which boggles my mind. Rumors circulating she might be a hermaphrodite, or not a woman all together. She is 18 years old, and she has broken records, and is a winner and this is how she is greeted? I don’t understand...
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Staying awake to chase a dream, tasting the air you’re breathing in, I...
– Muse
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Litte Monster
Little monster in my head Lurking around under my bed Ready to catch me by my feet Thinking when everything is okay He jumps out to catch me Gets me in a choke hold. Won’t let go till I say “uncle” Next time I got to be on toes Or else he’ll jump out again Scaring and tormenting me Have to be one step ahead Say “uncle” before he gets me Will he stop if I beat...
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Losing Battles
Sometimes I have this fear. The longer I stay here, The more permanent my stay is. As I get comfortable, It’s sealing my fate for what will be. The longer you are away, Is a prediction of how long I will stay… Here. Because when you say awhile, Interpret that into quite sometime. When you say a day, Meaning a week. The farther I let this happen, The more I realize it is useless. To...
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And I almost just deleted 700+ purchased songs...
That was a close call.
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When my good days are good,
I revel in them. Everything feels good, even the most simple things.
When my neutral days are neutral, I do little things to lift my spirits. Observe things I take for granted and feel better.
When I have my black days, I just remember how my good days are and wait for the next day to come around.
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